I call your name once,twice,three times....even tho I know there will be no answer I can't help but try...to try and hear that rich and soothing sound that could lull a child to sleep...that could make anyone's worst day ever the best...but there is no answer...and so I stay here alone in the cold and darkness that has become my world...I can't help it...I try again..only to have a twisting piercing pain in my chest. I try to escape, to run away from it...but I can't...I can't escape from my own body...I don't know how much of this pain I can take...but soon enough I will give up...and I will be released from this hell you have become to me...and so I wait...